正文 第二十六章                                                                                                             他回来了。                                                                                                             虽然李澈没有给我这个肯定的回答，但我知道，他的迟疑，就是最好的回答。                                                                                                             “我好像遇见过他了。”我对李澈说，语气平静的超乎想象，我都不知道原来我在提起他的时候也能说的这么的平静，“但是我也不确定。”如果今天李澈不是这种反应的话，我想我不会想太多，一直会以为那晚见到的侧面顶多是b较相像而已。                                                                                                             现在想想，或许见到的不是相像的人，而是本人罢了。                                                                                                             唔，该不会李澈是为了这件事情特意请我吃这顿饭的吧？                                                                                                             “李澈，如果你再温柔一点的话，应该会有很多nv人喜欢你的。”                                                                                                             我像哥们一样用力地拍了拍他的肩膀，语重心长，戒掉毒舌，戒掉冰冷，丫也可以算是一个有萌点的好男人。                                                                                                             李澈扒拉下我拍在他肩膀上的爪子，没有狠狠拍开，而是握在了手中，紧紧的，像是防止我ch0u开一样。                                                                                                             “就算我不温柔，也照样有人喜欢。”李澈声音依旧清冷，音调有点微微上扬，“走了，送你回去，去电台还是回家？”                                                                                                             我瞥头看着李澈，他的手掌心倒不像是他这个人一样冰冷生y，他的手掌心很温暖，也很柔软。                                                                                                             “回电台吧！”我说。                                                                                                             李澈把车子停在电台门口，我伸手解开身上的安全带，伸手去开车门。                                                                                                             “凌墨……”李澈喊我。                                                                                                             我转头去看他，他的手还放在方向盘上，他看着我，那一双眸子黝黑黝黑的。                                                                                                             “你该不会像是那一年一样吧，再有一次，我可不去麦当劳给你买冰欺凌。”李澈慢慢悠悠地说着。                                                                                                             我嘴角ch0u搐，这都多少年前的事情了，他怎么还记着？这记着也就算了，居然还拿出来说事。                                                                                                             “行，再有这种机会，我也绝不让你遇上！”我重重地哼了一声，这不堪的往事，这小子怎么还提它呢。                                                                                                             李澈的嘴角g了g，露出了一个浅笑。                                                                                                             冰山男的笑容一向是很难得的，有如那一现昙花一样美好，稀少所以才觉得震撼。                                                                                                             唇上传来温热的触觉，眼前无限放大的是国产灯泡那一张俊脸，感觉有点像是在梦里，云里雾里，分不清楚。                                                                                                             “你以为，我为什么会陪在你身边那么多年？”李澈略凉的声音在我耳边响起，刺的我浑身疙瘩全部起来了。                                                                                                             “恩？”他轻哼了一声，带着询问，“还不懂么？”                                                                                                             我如梦初醒一般，快速地开了车门，像是逃难一样快步往着电台里面走，走的脚步微微快了些，还不小心左脚绊了右脚，直接摔个元宝。                                                                                                             直到跑进电台，去了电台休息室，这个时间点电台休息室多半没有什么人，我都还觉得自己的心跳宛如战鼓一样，咚咚咚擂的快速，我抚上自己的唇，那上面似乎还残留着李澈的温度还有味道                                                                                                             不用m脸，我都知道现在自己脸上的温度一定是高的可怕的，而李澈最后那一句问话依旧在耳边萦绕。                                                                                                             嘤嘤嘤嘤，这家伙真可怕……                                                                                                             我窝在休息室里面，不想动弹，觉得自己脑子里面一团乱。                                                                                                             想了想之后，我从口袋里面m出手机给林淼淼打电话，小p孩们现在这个点基本上都是处于吃饱睡觉的状态，所以身为老师的她自然可以忙里偷闲。                                                                                                             果然，这电话响了两声之后，是林淼淼就接了起来。                                                                                                             “怎么了，这么早就开始想我了？”林淼淼问着，那轻笑的声调有种《龙门客栈》老板娘的风尘味。                                                                                                             “恩，想你。”                                                                                                             我没好气地应了一声，她这r麻话也就只能对我使使了，要是电话那边是一个男人，打si她也不会出这种声。                                                                                                             “听你这声音，似乎是有点困扰，怎么，年纪到了，yu求不满了？”                                                                                                             听着林淼淼的声音，我越发觉得朋友就是用来相互迫害的，这种话也真亏她说得出口啊，yu求不满，我一直很满也没求啊，但是问题在于不满的人不是我啊！                                                                                                             “那个谁今天有点反常。”我支吾着，还是把李澈的名字打上了马赛克，河蟹啊河蟹。                                                                                                             “那个谁？”林淼淼反问，随即地又恍然大悟了，“你是说李澈？”                                                                                                             果然混的熟的人就是有默契，我应了一声。                                                                                                             “他怎么反常了？霸王y上弓了？”林淼淼的声音轻快，那八卦之魂就算隔着电话，我都能很明显地感受到。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我觉得林淼淼似乎很期待听到我说“yes”。                                                                                                             “不是。”                                                                                                             我咬牙，要是霸王y上弓我还能在这和她打电话，想也知道不可能了，就算能打电话也不会这么正常地说着这件事情。                                                                                                             “这样哦！”林淼淼应着，声音里面很明显的意兴阑珊，“那他怎么反常了？”                                                                                                             这也太差别对待了吧？                                                                                                             “他啊……”                                                                                                             我想了想，还是决定和林淼淼老实招了，正所谓当局者迷旁观者清，虽然林淼淼有时候的确不算是忒厚道，但是怎么说也是多年好友，一起这么损过来了，她见不得我过得不好。                                                                                                             林淼淼认认真真地听着我说完，等我说完了之后，她才开了口，语气严肃无b。                                                                                                             “亲ai的，恭喜你钓了一个金g！”                                                                                                             o(╯□╰)o                                                                                                             我有一种泪流满面的感觉。                                                                                                             “李澈能憋到现在才动手，我觉得也不容易啊，你看他身边都没有半个nv人，也算是专一的典范了吧，要是这么一个金g搁在我手上，肯定捏住不放了啊！”林淼淼对着我说，“虽然看上去是冷了点，那种x子估计就是传闻之中的外冷内型号的人物，传闻这种男人一旦认真起来，你就不用担心外遇问题了。”                                                                                                             “就他那种人，原本身边就不敢有nv人吧，能被他三天五头嘲讽一次的，不是心理素质特别强的就是j神有问题的。”我小声嘀咕。                                                                                                             “嘿，阿墨，你可别不知情识趣啊，这么好一男人搁你身边，还一搁就好几年，你就算不心动吧，你还不感动？”林淼淼声音拔高了点。                                                                                                             可是，这么多年来，他也没有多说什么，没说清楚我哪知道他是怎么想的。                                                                                                             我很想对林淼淼这么说，但是从现在林淼淼拔高的声音来看，这家伙似乎挺为李澈抱不平的，要是我这么说了，她肯定会把我骂的和猪头一样。                                                                                                             “要是一个男人肯在我身边这么多年，有时候还随传随到，姐我说什么也不放过，直接嫁了算了，反正婚姻就一将错就错的过程。”                                                                                                             听着林淼淼的话，我很肯定她一定是看非2了。                                                                                                             “姐，你了解我的，我今天真的被吓到了。”                                                                                                             当然的，我也看了《让子弹飞》了。                                                                                                             林淼淼叹了一口气，“不就是亲了你一口么，感情你没被亲过呀？！话说回来，李澈的吻技如何？”                                                                                                             我又远目了，就那蜻蜓点水的一下，能有什么吻技可言。                                                                                                             我和李澈的关系，总觉得变得微妙了起来，当然的，我也不可能当做没事人一样，或许我们都知道，我们再也回不到以前的样子了。                                                                                                             也许，我和他都不清楚我们以前的样子是怎么样的，更也许，我们都知道，只是彼此都没有认真地去探询过一样。                                                                                                             这么多年来，我习惯x地忽视掉身边的异x对我的观点，而李澈，总是在我觉得有点有些不妥的时候，他会冷冷地一句“你会不会想太多”这样的台词把我的想法给打压下去。                                                                                                             打压的次数多了，也就觉得没什么了，再加上我和李澈并不常见，所以也就把这种想法给放下了。                                                                                                             这突然之间的变故，让人有点不安。                                                                                                             晚上做完节目走出电台的时候，我看见李澈的车停在门口，车灯一闪一闪的，像是在示意我过去。                                                                                                             我不知道他在这边等了多久，脑海里面划过的是过往他经过电台的时候，每次点都掐的那么准，都在我下班之后，这是得多巧合啊。                                                                                                             以前不去想的事情，现在似乎都在想了。                                                                                                             我踟蹰了一下，然后往着李澈的车而去，拉开了车门，然后坐上了副驾驶座。                                                                                                             等我系好安全带的时候，李澈才开动了车子。                                                                                                             “还知道要坐车？”李澈低声问了一句。                                                                                                             “有便宜不占是傻瓜吧！”我回他，很多事情发生了总是要面对的，总不能逃避一辈子，“你车都在这，我g嘛还要委屈自己坐公交车回去。”                                                                                                             李澈挑了挑眉，对我的想法表示不予苟同，但是也没有反驳。                                                                                                             他的车速开的挺稳。                                                                                                             “懂了？”                                                                                                             他问的有点没头没尾的，但是我知道他问的是什么，那是中午送我到电台的时候，他问的问题的后续。                                                                                                             “我以为我们是朋友来着。”                                                                                                             其实也不大懂，就像是这么多年就这么过来了，我一直把我们的关系定格在朋友上的，就像是我和杨逸学长之间的关系那样，但是突然之间，他告诉我不是这样，能懂什么呀。                                                                                                             “你觉得男nv之间能有纯粹的友谊？”李澈反问，语气一派“你很天真”。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             我点头，觉得男人看事情怎么就bnv人还不利索。                                                                                                             “你不觉得朋友之间的原本就是建立在相互x1引的基础上，只是在深入无望的前提上才演变成为朋友的，在某些方面还是存在着觊觎一类的，等待有空荡的时候随时替补上岸。”李澈淡淡地反驳我。                                                                                                             “啊，那你也是在觊觎着我？”                                                                                                             我指着李澈问着，他的话里面有漏洞啊，有漏洞。                                                                                                             “你的脑容量就只会在想这种事情的么？”李澈轻哼了一声，语气不屑。                                                                                                             这男人说话可真不中听！                                                                                                             我无语地翻了一个白眼，就不能再好听一点么就不能再说点好听的么，要是温柔一点，多哄人一点，也许我头脑一热脑子发晕就任凭处置了，和这么一个冰山的人在一起，想要头脑发热都不给这种机会。                                                                                                             “你也知道，好听的话都是用来哄人的，所以你想要我说你有多漂亮有多聪明这种词，还是算了吧。”                                                                                                             李澈似乎知道我在想什么，说出来的话都残酷至极。                                                                                                             “但是nv人不就ai那一套么!”                                                                                                             我反驳，哪有人不希望听一点好听的，就算是年纪一把的人都是这样想的吧？                                                                                                             “听完之后又不能实现的话，还是不听的好！”                                                                                                             李澈的表情再正经不过。                                                                                                             “跟你这种人过一辈子真累！”我摇头，情趣都是浮云。                                                                                                             “等你想和我过一辈子的时候再想这个问题吧，”李澈转过了头，“怎么，愿意r偿了？”                                                                                                             这台词听着真像是“一手交钱，一手交货”。                                                                                                             “你以前也没说，怎么现在突然就t0ng破那一层纸了？”我扣着自己的指甲，有些疑惑地问着，“你该不会是因为靳骐回来了，所以也就急了？”                                                                                                             李澈把车停在了我住的公寓楼下。                                                                                                             他没有开灯，车子内部昏暗无b，在这凌晨时分，整个小区静悄悄的。                                                                                                             “你还愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂静的氛围下，李澈说的话就像是擂在我x口的一拳一样，沉重而又疼痛，让我一下子喘不上气来。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：嘛，下章靳骐会出场                                                                                                             正文 第二十七章                                                                                                             “你还愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂静的氛围下，李澈说的话就像是擂在我x口的一拳一样，沉重而又疼痛，让我一下子喘不上气来。                                                                                                             “谁说的？”我别开眼，不去看李澈。                                                                                                             李澈没有开口说话，我也没有，车子里面静谧的就像黑暗一样，唯一剩下的就是彼此之间的呼x1声。                                                                                                             “哼……”                                                                                                             李澈的轻笑声打破了这氛围，他的声音像是嘲讽一样，听在我耳中觉得特别的刺耳，也许是在嘲笑我刚刚明明没有人看见却还要转来脸，就像那个时候靳骐刚离开的时候我g的哪些囧事一样，他的笑声，像是针扎一样让人特别的难堪。                                                                                                             我像是要证明自己一样，从黑暗之中伸出手，揽住了李澈的脖颈，倾过了身，在这没有一点光线的氛围里面准确地贴上了他的唇，描绘着他的唇形，然后有些迟疑地想要探入。                                                                                                             李澈的身t有些僵y，任由我动作着。                                                                                                             他的味道很g净，有着薄荷的清爽，香草的可人，还隐约带着巧克力的浓郁。                                                                                                             我听到他的呼x1声慢慢地变得浓重起来，然后反客为主，更加张狂地侵占我的一切。                                                                                                             “喀”的一声，我听见他解开了自己身上的安全带扣，又一声“喀”，他把我身上的安全带扣也解开了。                                                                                                             在我还来不及反应的时候，他已经贴了上来，压得我有些喘不过起气来。                                                                                                             皮质的座椅，在身下发出一些轻微的声响，有点不堪重负，就像是我的内心一样。                                                                                                             “凌墨，这是你b我的。”                                                                                                             李澈的声音在我耳边响起，带了一点喑哑，一别我平常认识的那个李澈，他的声音里面带着一种冲动。                                                                                                             他的唇温热，从额头慢慢地亲吻下去，细细碎碎的，落到唇上的时候，营造出了一片火热。                                                                                                             他的手紧紧地扣住我的腰，然后透过那短外套下的长t恤，往着背部探去，t恤里面除了内衣，空无一物。                                                                                                             李澈的手抚到了我的内衣扣的位子，我也不知道他是怎么动作的，等到我反应过来的时候，我只觉得自己x衣带子一松……                                                                                                             一声尖锐的汽车喇叭声在宁静的小区里面响起，划破了那安逸的氛围，也让我瞬间清醒过来。                                                                                                             李澈的动作也停止了，他左手用力地捶在玻璃上，发出“咚”的一声闷响。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你哭什么，你哭什么！”                                                                                                             他的声音里面带着挫败。                                                                                                             听到他的话，我抚上脸，才发现自己不知道在什么时候已经泪流满面了，连嘴里都尝到了那苦涩的味道。                                                                                                             我到底在哭什么？                                                                                                             我自己也不知道，但是眼泪就止不住地往下掉着。                                                                                                             一辆豪华轿车，一个yu求不满的男人还有一个不知道在哭些什么的nv人，想想还真觉得像是一种讽刺一样。                                                                                                             李澈的呼x1从急促慢慢变到了平缓，然后他伸手开了灯。                                                                                                             从观后镜里面，我能够看到现在的自己有多狼狈，头发凌乱不堪，衣衫不整，嘴唇微肿，最重要的还是红着眼在那边不停滴落泪，这模样怎么看怎么像是一个遭遇了囗囗的悲惨nvx。                                                                                                             李澈慢慢地给我打理着，他的手指慢慢地抚着我的长卷发。                                                                                                             “别哭了，我又没对你有实质上的进展，你什么都没有失去，不是么？”李澈用手指扒拉着我的头发，遇到打结的地方他耐心地用手指理顺，“下一次把头发拉直吧，卷发容易打结，不大好梳理。知道吗？”                                                                                                             他叮咛了一声。                                                                                                             我有些凌乱地点着头，其实我g本就不知道他在说些什么，也不知道自己在应承些什么。                                                                                                             “要不想发生这种事情，下一次直接给我一巴掌算了。”李澈叹了一口气，又道，“知道吗？”                                                                                                             我又点了点头。                                                                                                             李澈的手穿过我的外套，隔着t恤，在我背后m索了一阵之后才把内衣扣子给我扣上。                                                                                                             “你呀！”                                                                                                             李澈的声音里头带了点语重心长，那长长的尾音像是叹气声一样。                                                                                                             李澈给我开了车门，拉着我出了车。                                                                                                             “还不走，打算把刚刚没做完的事情完成么？”李澈看着我问着。                                                                                                             我摇头，刚刚只是意外，清醒之后我当然不希望再发生这种事情了，突然想想自己刚刚也太疯狂了点，如果不是那一声“笛鸣”，也许我就把自己的第一次给交代了出去，而且还是车震……                                                                                                             “现在倒是清醒了。”李澈哼了哼，声调之中似乎有些不满，更多的是点气氛，“那时间还抓的刚刚好。”                                                                                                             也不知道是不是我多想了，我总觉得李澈在说这句话的时候除了无奈之中，更多的是咬牙切齿。                                                                                                             我上了楼，不敢开窗去看李澈是不是还在楼下，因为刚刚的事情似乎还在脑海这种闪现一样，让我震撼不已，没有想到自己有一天居然也会做出这种疯狂的事情、                                                                                                             这件事情算是一件不能说的秘密，对于林淼淼的也不能说。                                                                                                             我在想，如果刚刚没有那一声“笛鸣”，我会不会真的清醒过来，还是由着事态发展？                                                                                                             我不清楚，也许会，也许不会，这个答案我自己也不清楚，如果真的做了之后会不会后悔，这种事情我自己也无法做出一个合理的解答，或者是会后悔的。                                                                                                             就像是李澈说的那样，那时间抓得刚刚好，刚刚好的让我清醒过来，刚刚好让事情不是变得一发不可收拾。                                                                                                             那个人，会是谁呢？                                                                                                             哪天晚上，我又做了一个梦，延续的是那未完的情节。                                                                                                             我和李澈在车上，就像是哪天晚上一样，激情四溢，疯狂无b，在李澈成功进入到堡垒的时候，透过李澈的肩膀，我看到了在那昏暗之中隐藏着一辆车，车灯突然之间亮了起来，刺眼无b。                                                                                                             等到眼睛适应了那光线之后，我发现坐在驾驶座上的人居然是靳骐。                                                                                                             他就这样坐着，手搭在方向盘上，冷冷地看着我和李澈，就像是在看着陌生人一样，那种眼神让人心寒。                                                                                                             我哭着，用力地陲着身上的李澈，那力度却像是蚍蜉撼树一样，一点都没有改变现状，而靳骐的车瞬间到了我的身边。                                                                                                             在和我擦窗而过的时候，我听到他说了一句话。                                                                                                             “凌墨，我不要你了。”他说。                                                                                                             我想伸手拦住他，但是我一伸出手，梦突然之间就醒了。                                                                                                             在凌晨三点的时候，我开始失眠，了无睡意。                                                                                                             如果梦是反映人真实的想法的话，我想，我是这么希望的吧。                                                                                                             连着两个梦都见到靳骐的，我想，我和他应该会遇见，但是我没有想到，那见面会很快。                                                                                                             我之前收到一张请柬，是电台里面一个不算很熟的主持人的。我至今都觉得有些疑惑，明明平常的时候都不常见到的两个人，她怎么会送请柬给我呢，疑惑虽然疑惑，但是我还是包了个红包，去参加婚礼了。                                                                                                             以前的时候还说，红包这玩意是有去有回的，但是其实并不是这样的，很多时候送出去的东西还是收不回来的。                                                                                                             我倒是觉得无所谓，反正我也不靠红包过活，就像是这个嫁入了豪门的主持人一样，据说她找的对象是富二代，家里面贼溜的有钱，光是砸在这婚礼上的钱就已经上百万了，像是我的红包，不过是一个形式主义而已。                                                                                                             反正我也只是打算过去吃一场而已，吃饱喝足，差不多就该回去了。                                                                                                             只是我没有想到我会在婚礼上上遇上了熟人了，而还是一个多年不见的熟人。                                                                                                             靳骐似乎和多年之前没有多少改变，一样的进口灯泡脸，x能优异的让人咋舌，我突然觉得有点同情今天婚礼上的新郎了，两个人站在一起一b，完全不是一个档次的。                                                                                                             你想，一个有点矮又有点胖的新郎找一个帅哥当伴郎，这不是抢自己的风头么。                                                                                                             我远远地瞧见了靳骐，心跳的有点快，但是还不至于到晕倒的地步，呼x1也b平常稍微快了一点点，但是生命指数还算是正常，绝对不会出现突然之间晕倒需要送去医院抢救的画面。                                                                                                             情绪指数也还算正常，至少没有那种找茬地想要上前给这个男人一巴掌的冲动。                                                                                                             有时候太过平静，似乎是不大正常的，但是我相b较像是泼妇一样冲过去把整个婚礼ga0砸的画面，我觉得我还是b较现在这个样子。                                                                                                             就这样远远地看着那个男人，看着他在出现在我面前，然后又和我完全无关。                                                                                                             我去了一趟洗手间，洗完手出来的时候在洗手间门口遇上了靳骐。                                                                                                             他就这么依靠在墙壁上，就像多年之前他依靠在nv生宿舍门口那水杉树上一样，悠闲而又惬意。                                                                                                             我朝他笑笑，然后准备走开。                                                                                                             “阿墨！”他叫住了我。                                                                                                             “有事？”我回头，微笑地问着。                                                                                                             如果是在多年之前，我觉得自己一定没办法这么平静地和他对话，但是没有想到多年之后，我倒是觉得有些介怀了，尤其是刚刚新浪在婚礼上介绍了他的伴郎是多么优秀多么豪门，让在场所有的单身nvx多努力之后，我反倒觉得平静多了。                                                                                                             男人在很多时候都bnv人来的现实，所以在前途和ai情之间，绝大多数的男人都会选择前途而不是ai情，有了前途之后ai情能够收货的更多，也能遇上更好的，这就是男人的现实。                                                                                                             想清楚了这一点，还有什么是不能接受的？                                                                                                             “我们很久都没见了，你似乎变了很多。”靳骐看着我，缓缓地说着。                                                                                                             “恩，都那么多年了，当然是要有点改变的。”                                                                                                             我点头，像是一个老朋友一样和靳骐在厕所外头进行攀谈，一点也不在意这场合是不是不对的问题。                                                                                                             “我都快三十了，要是再不改变，还有什么前景可言！”                                                                                                             “至少你的x还没有下垂！”靳骐也笑了。                                                                                                             我笑容在一瞬间有点僵y，没有想到他会突然之间冒出这么一句来，但是随即地又回复了过来。                                                                                                             “真下流，小心被其他的nv人听见，到时候你可就完蛋了！”我笑说，“今天还有不少媒t在呢，要是明天上了头版头条，也不知道会不会给我的脸打上马赛克。”                                                                                                             靳骐也跟着我抿嘴轻笑。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你这些年来过的好么？”                                                                                                             我觉得旧情人之间最难堪的大概就是这一句了，过的好不好，对于这种前人来说已经是过去式了，也不适合在那么多多年之后还拿出来说事，而且重点是说了还特别没意思。                                                                                                             “还不错。”                                                                                                             我点头，的确还不错的，没有在他离开之后肝肠寸断，也没有ga0出点自杀的名堂来，好吃好喝好工作，再也没有b这个更好的了。                                                                                                             “好了，我不和你说了，我还等着去t验富豪的酒席是不是特别的夸张呢，这种机会不是天天有的。”                                                                                                             我找了个理由，告别了靳骐。                                                                                                             我想我不该和他再呆在一起，因为我知道如果还聚在一起的话，我想我还是会问一个问题，问他多年之前为什么会不告而别，像是一个斤斤计较的nv人一样，我一点也不喜欢这样。                                                                                                             我不回头，也不管靳骐现在有没有再看着我，婚宴场所里面很热闹的，一派好吃好喝的，还有很多我渴望已久还叫不出来名字的食物。                                                                                                             我想，这些是b靳骐还要重要的存在。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”靳骐一如呢喃的声音在我后头响起，“你为什么不问？”                                                                                                             作者有话要说：啊，姐姐我要黑名单鸟……昨晚加班，么有时间写文的悲剧啊……                                                                                                             正文 第二十八章                                                                                                             我听见了靳骐的说的话了，只是没有想到他会主动问出口，我还以为他不会跟我说这件事情，但是没有想到他还主动说起了这件事情，难得他还记得。                                                                                                             我还以为连他自己都已经忘记了这件事情。                                                                                                             还能问什么，我也想不出来，如果是在很久以前，我想我还是有很多问题要问的，但是现在真的不想问了，不想。                                                                                                             我摆了摆手，表示自己不想问。                                                                                                             有什么事情是b较尴尬的？                                                                                                             我想大概就是和旧情人同桌喝喜酒了吧。                                                                                                             我想了想，从口袋里面m出了手机，发了一条短信给了李澈。                                                                                                             他一定是知道的，靳骐回来的他都能知道，怎么可能会不知道他会来参加这场婚宴，难怪之前他要我做好心理准备。                                                                                                             很快的，李澈就回了我的短信，他的短信很简短，就像是他这个人的说话风格一样，带点淡淡的嘲讽意味。                                                                                                             “怎么，你很在意？”                                                                                                             李澈是这么回我的。                                                                                                             说不在意是假的，怎么可能会不在意。                                                                                                             我叹了口气，面对整一桌的美食突然觉得有点胃口都没有，尤其靳骐不是坐在我的旁边，而是正好坐在我的对面，从我这角度上，完全能够见到他投过来的眼神。                                                                                                             要是被旧情人这么看着还能吃的下去的话，那还真的是挺有鬼的。                                                                                                             手机又震动了一下，又一条来自李澈的短信。                                                                                                             “等会我早点过来接你。”                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             还要等晚上啊！                                                                                                             我皱了皱眉头，谁让这是人家的婚宴上，这闹洞房环节不参与，也不能提前很早就走。                                                                                                             算了算了，如果我没吃多少就走，那还会被人家当做是心虚，落荒而逃呢，都出了厚厚的红包了，当然得吃完再走。                                                                                                             我原本还想回复李澈让他尽量早点来，但是看看这短信模式，这么就感觉我们像是情侣一样                                                                                                             新郎的伴郎除去靳骐其实还有几个，在婚礼场上，伴郎的功效不是别的，而是挡酒。靳骐身为伴郎也被灌了不少的酒，整张脸红彤彤的，而靳骐基本上是来杯不拒，别人塞过来的酒，基本上都是照喝不误。                                                                                                             喝那么多，早晚得酒j肝酒j中毒！我在心底哼了一声，更加专注地吃着自己这一桌上的菜se。                                                                                                             我除了当年拼饭的时候，我还真的没有吃过这么撑的晚饭，酒席吃到后来，基本上大家都是在聊天了。                                                                                                             手机铃声响起，来电显示是李澈的。                                                                                                             我接了起来。                                                                                                             “我到了，你要走了么？”                                                                                                             我看了一眼还在拼酒的中心点，靳骐还在那边摆着“千杯不醉”的架势，在那边狠狠地喝着，在我看过去的时候，靳骐的视线也刚好转到了我这边，他的眸子黝黑黝黑的，看的我一愣。                                                                                                             “好，我出来。”                                                                                                             我应了一声，挂上了李澈的电话，拿上自己的包出了喜宴场。                                                                                                             李澈的车就在酒店外头，还没熄火。                                                                                                             我一坐进去之后就狠狠地瞪着他。                                                                                                             “用怨恨的眼神看着我g嘛，你应该看阿骐去，当年又不是我抛弃你的。”李澈像是好无所觉一样，油门一踩，开了出去。                                                                                                             “你早就知道靳骐今天会参加婚礼是吧？”我不怨恨他，我鄙视他。                                                                                                             “知道。”李澈老实点头，“所以我不是让你做好心理准备了么！你自己从来都没听我的话。”                                                                                                             果然！                                                                                                             “我还以为你是冰山男，其实你g本就是一个腹黑男，而且还是最邪恶的那种！”我大声抱怨着，坏银啊坏银！                                                                                                             “要我真邪恶，哪天晚上我就不会停止。”李澈哼了哼。                                                                                                             被戳中弱点，我连大气都不敢出一声，他不说还好，这一说，有让我想起那天晚上的事情。                                                                                                             “怎么了，还在介意见到阿骐的事情？”李澈见我不说话，开口问着，“这种事情，如果你要是对他不介意，你也不用摆出这种神情来给我看，要是你还真介意，就上前给他一巴掌，事情不就结了。”                                                                                                             我斜视着李澈。                                                                                                             “他是你表弟吧，是你表弟吧，还是你表弟吧。”我说，居然教唆我上前给自家表弟一巴掌，“他以前泡了你的妞是吧还是泡了你的妞吧？”                                                                                                             “你复读机呢，还是卡带的那种？！”李澈轻哼了一声，轻松回击。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我趴在窗上看着外头的风景，表示，这个男人我真的战胜不了，他手段太强悍了！                                                                                                             “要不要和我说说你现在的感受？”李澈伸手撩拨了一下我的头发，微微皱了皱眉头，“又打结了，去烫直算了。”                                                                                                             我坚决反对，当初为什么烫卷发，不就贪图早上扒拉两把就能出门么，卷发那玩意原本就是越乱越有型。                                                                                                             “你就那么想知道，你就不怕知道，我见到靳骐的时候，我又小鹿乱撞，恨不能直接si灰复燃么？”                                                                                                             我有些疑惑地问着，看不出来李澈也是一八卦份子。                                                                                                             “你的尊严没那么掉价吧！”李澈看着前方，“你就打算效仿阿骐，把我给扔了？”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             “你吃了我那么多顿饭，坐了我那么多次车，每次丢三落四都要我去帮忙，就算你不以为，别人都觉得我是你男友了，你就打算这么的不负责任了？”                                                                                                             我原本想说的话被李澈堵在了嗓子眼，果然这个男人是腹黑男，吃饭坐车都是别有居心的，而且我也请回他吃饭了啊，坐车的话，我每车，除非他跟我一起坐公交车，我愿意帮他出那两块钱。                                                                                                             最郁闷的，我找他帮忙十次有九次都是掉了钱包或者是没带钱包，最后我还是把钱还给他的，他每次拿的还特别坦然。                                                                                                             “你……”我哑口无言。                                                                                                             “我是个商人。”李澈说的特别的坦然，“不然我怎么肯帮你那么多次？”                                                                                                             “没错！还是个j商！”                                                                                                             我应和，再也找不到b这个家伙更加j商的人了，难怪每次电台里面的人都问“阿墨，你男朋友没来接你么”，就算我再解释李澈只是一个朋友都没有用，难怪连林淼淼都这么说，我还以为是他们想太多，原来一切都是我自己太迟钝。                                                                                                             李澈嘴边的笑容显得有点愉悦。                                                                                                             我从来都没有遇上这么j商的人，以前遇过b较j诈的人物也就顶多是趁着人多找给我假钱一类的，这个人就像是水滴石穿一样，用不慌不忙的姿态慢慢地渗入到了我的生活之中，完全毫无声息。                                                                                                             nn的，我这个电白玩游戏也没有输的这么惨过！                                                                                                             李澈送我到楼下。                                                                                                             “晚安。”                                                                                                             他动作迅速地在我脸上留下一吻。                                                                                                             “现在想通了没有？”他问。                                                                                                             通，很通！你个大j商！                                                                                                             我用力地用手背擦了擦被他亲到的地方，然后开了车门，再用力地甩上车门，接着狠狠地踹了他车一脚。                                                                                                             “j商！”                                                                                                             我愤怒地嘟哝完，然后像是一只暴走的恐龙一样上了楼，还像是泄愤一样把楼梯踩的咚咚直响。                                                                                                             有些愤怒地开了房门，然后又甩上，我开始打电话向人投诉我所受到的不公待遇，顺带地宣扬一下李澈的j诈小人行径，得到如下回复。                                                                                                             沈依依：“你确定你不是来炫耀甜蜜的？”                                                                                                             g文雅：“这个世界是黑暗的，不是你黑他，就是他黑你，很显然，对方是黑客。”                                                                                                             林淼淼：“恭喜，神马时候办喜酒？我能不包红包么？”                                                                                                             果然，她们都不懂我的心。                                                                                                             我愤怒地暴走。                                                                                                             在我在房间里面暴走地三十次的时候，门口穿来了按门铃的声音。                                                                                                             我透过猫眼去看，从猫眼里面看出去，外面什么都没有。                                                                                                             不会吧，似乎离7月14很久了啊，我小心翼翼地开了一条缝，不敢全开，                                                                                                             在门缝一开的时候，我就看到那个蹲在门口的人。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳骐蹲在我门口，抬着眼朝着我看着，一如多年前在街上产生争执了之后他耍赖不肯走的模样。                                                                                                             正文 第二十九章                                                                                                             看见靳骐蹲在我房门外的时候，我真的吓到了，大半夜的按响了门铃之后又蹲了下来，还好我开了门还能见到人，要是连个人影都没有看到的话，那不是存心要吓si我么！                                                                                                             靳骐依旧蹲在原点，抬着眼看着我，脸se绯红，典型地酒气上了脸，眸子也没有清醒的时候看起来晶亮。                                                                                                             几乎是条件反s一样，我顺手把门给关上了。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”靳骐的声音有点不依不饶，门板上有着他手指扒拉而过的声音，“阿墨，你开门。”                                                                                                             “阿墨，你开门好不好？”靳骐的声音隔着房门听起来有点含糊。                                                                                                             开门，我傻了才会在这个时候开门！                                                                                                             我走进了卧室，从床头柜上的抓过了手机，拨打了李澈的电话，靳骐这家伙会来这里，这一定是这个混蛋ga0的鬼，不然他哪能知道地址。                                                                                                             嘟了两声之后，李澈接通了电话。                                                                                                             “赶紧把你表弟给我弄走。”我不等李澈开口，直接对着电话低咆，老娘我受够了，这个世界怎么一天清闲都不给我，姐难道长了一张人品呈负值的脸么？                                                                                                             “恩？”李澈的声音里面有些困惑，“你说阿骐现在在你那？”                                                                                                             话说到后来的时候，李澈的声音有点冷，他的声音像是咬着嘴唇说的那样，有点含糊。                                                                                                             “他果然还是过去了！”                                                                                                             “反正我不管他是怎么来的，你赶紧过来把人带走！”                                                                                                             我对李澈加重了语气，我听见靳骐在门外一个劲地喊着我的名字，让我放他进去，这叫的让人也寒碜，再这么下去，估计楼上楼下都要找我来抗议了。                                                                                                             “你还以为你会心软呢！”                                                                                                             李澈说着，从电话里头我可以听到他关门的声音，也不知道是关了门往我这边赶还是关门睡觉。                                                                                                             心软，那当然还是有的，尤其是在看到靳骐蹲在我房间门口抬着眼往着我看的时候，我真的很心软。                                                                                                             但是问题，心太软总是要吃亏的，我都已经吃了那么多年的亏，总得让我心理平衡一下。                                                                                                             “烦不烦烦不烦……”我暴走，这种类似的问题都问了多少次，有必要这么一次又一次地提，怎么就不能顾一下我的心情呢。                                                                                                             “你真不想和阿骐坐下来谈谈？”李澈的声音轻轻的，像是带了一点蛊惑的味道，“阿墨，你要逃避到什么时候去。”                                                                                                             我长嘘了一口气，靳骐在外面的喊声已经不是纯粹地喊我开门了，而是喊的时候还带了点恳求。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你如果不想和我说话的话，能借个厕所给我用用么……”靳骐的声音透着隐忍，其中还夹杂着其他住户的斥责声，这下子想不开门都不行了。                                                                                                             “你ai来不来。”                                                                                                             我说完这一句果断地把电话给挂断了，然后把门给开了一条缝，从门缝里头果然看到对面房间的一门开了，一个光着膀子穿着k衩的彪型大汉站在门口，一脸的怒容。                                                                                                             “有没有ga0错，大晚上的吵什么架，要吵回家吵去，算个什么事。”                                                                                                             那大汉扯着嗓门对着我我嚷嚷，嚷完之后砰的一声顺手甩上了门，那力度震天价响。                                                                                                             我侧过身让靳骐进来。                                                                                                             靳骐也不含糊，也不知道是真的醉了还是没醉，进门的动作倒是迅速。                                                                                                             “卫生间在那边。”我指了一个方向，不去对上他的脸也不去对上的他的眸子。                                                                                                             靳骐也像是要印证他用的理由真的不假一样，往着厕所去了，一会之后卫生间传来冲水的声音。                                                                                                             我坐在客厅的单人沙发上，开了电视机在那边看电视，天知道我现在到底是有多心不在焉。                                                                                                             我看了一下手腕上的手表，也不知道李澈到底有没有答应要来，不过就算是他要过来，估计这一时半会的，也不能赶到，除非他身上c着翅膀用飞的。                                                                                                             我觉得手脚有点冰凉，尤其在想到等会可能会和靳骐独自相处的画面，t温忍不住又下降了些。                                                                                                             靳骐从卫生间出来，手还有点sh，他走到我跟前，从茶几上摆着纸巾盒里面ch0u了两张，慢慢地擦着手，擦完了之后把团成一团的纸巾往着一边的垃圾桶里面丢。                                                                                                             我不知道要怎么开口，是该开口让他滚蛋呢还是其他的。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”靳骐悠悠地开口。                                                                                                             “借完厕所了要是没事就回去吧，我明天还要上班，而且，孤男寡nv的，容易留人诟病。”我摆摆手，摆出当他纯粹只是来借厕所的那样。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我……”靳骐踟蹰着，yu言又止之中又带着点小心翼翼的姿态，这个样子的靳骐还真的是我从来都没有遇见过的。                                                                                                             我不知道在我没有遇上靳骐之前他有没有出现过这种姿态，也不知道在我之后他有没有做出过这种姿态来，可在和我当年那一段情的时候，他可绝对没有摆出过这种姿态来的。                                                                                                             那个时候的他，腹黑地掌控着主导权，在他的手上我讨不到一点好处。人家总说先告白的人处于一种不利的地位，这一点在我身上t现无疑，曾几何时，咱也成了一个ai情教材，可惜就是反面的。                                                                                                             “还有什么想说的么？”                                                                                                             我抬头看着靳骐，这样吞吞吐吐的一点也不像他的个x，他不是一向都喜欢有话就说的么，怎么现在像是被猫咬掉了舌头一样，犹豫无b。                                                                                                             “怎么不像你当年离开我的时候一样g净利索地说给我听？”我问。                                                                                                             其实他们说的都没有错，我还是很在意的。                                                                                                             我看着他，呼x1有点快，全身有点不可抑制的颤抖。这么多年，这个靳骐就像梗在我喉间的刺一样，让人彻夜难眠。                                                                                                             我终于还是问出了口，唯一让自己感到欣慰的，大t上还算是平静，没有双手叉腰茶壶状地谩骂，也没有化身咆哮教主在那边大声咆哮，这也算是我能够做到的最大极限吧。                                                                                                             也亏的靳骐这么多年之后才出现，要是早些年，赶上姐冲动而又伪愤青的时候，指不定就喷si他或者直接c起一块板砖往他头上招呼而去了。                                                                                                             算他时间挑的好啊！                                                                                                             靳骐的表情在听到我突然这么问的时候，还是有点震惊的，但是更多的是理所当然。                                                                                                             “我还以为你永远都不会问出口了，阿墨……”靳骐声音里面透着一点苦涩，“其实那个时候在我遇见你之前，我已经办好了签证。”                                                                                                             靳骐站在我的面前背对着光线，在不算很明亮的节能下，我看不清楚他现在的表情，只能听到他的声音。                                                                                                             他的声音有点含糊，但是还不至于不可闻的地步，我静静地听着，或许他是编的，或许他用了文艺x的修辞手法对整个故事进行了润se。                                                                                                             在很多时候没有亲身经历过的时候，也许我们会怒不可遏，会火冒三丈，会你所想象的种种，当事实真正地剖开在你面前的时，反倒觉得有些淡定了，其实也就不过是那么一回事而已。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我从来都没有想到会遇上你……”                                                                                                             靳骐长叹了一口气，语调轻柔。                                                                                                             “后悔了么？”我问，很自然而然的。                                                                                                             “那么你呢，你后悔了么？”                                                                                                             靳骐问我。                                                                                                             后悔么？                                                                                                             我想还是有过的吧，自然可能是有后悔过的吧，被人甩的那么的难堪，不，连分手也是我最后一次才知道的，所有的一切像是笑话一场一样，怎么可能没有后悔过的。                                                                                                             只是这个问题突然觉得也并不是那么重要而已。                                                                                                             相顾无言，这词还挺真实的，我和靳骐之间还真的没有很多年前那样有很多话要说的感觉了。                                                                                                             “算了，挺晚的了。我去睡了，你自己回去路上注意一点吧。”我起身，反正答案他都已经给了，“走的时候记得帮我把门带上。”                                                                                                             nv人啊，和男人的前途一b，只有靠边站的份，什么都是要淡定的。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳骐从身后抱住，他的下巴搁在我的肩膀上，硌的我有点疼，他的呼x1有点灼热，喷在我的脖颈上，susu麻麻。                                                                                                             “我们重新开始好不好？”                                                                                                             重新开始，然后再给你一次不告而别的机会么？我想。                                                                                                             “我们重新开始吧！”                                                                                                             靳骐重复了一声，手上的力度多加上了几分，我觉得如果我没有给他一个肯定的答复的话，也许他会直接这么抠si我算了。                                                                                                             我用力地掰开他的手，转身直视他的眼睛，像是要把他此时此刻的样子尽入眼底一样。                                                                                                             “你不觉得，这句话说的太晚了一点么？”                                                                                                             我问。                                                                                                             那么多年过去了，如果他早些年回来，对我说这句话的时候，姐也许头脑一热，眼一发黑，也就这么从了也不一定。                                                                                                             可惜，他晚了，我也足够清醒了，谁都回不去以前了。                                                                                                             门口传来的按门铃的声音。                                                                                                             我想应该是李澈来了，才十分钟左右的时间，他居然就赶到了，估计是飞车来的吧。                                                                                                             我去开了门，李澈果然站在门外，额头上有薄汗，他看了我和靳骐一眼。                                                                                                             “您一路飙过来的吧！”我损他。                                                                                                             “没，”李澈摇头，“也就不过七十码而已。”                                                                                                             正文 第三十章                                                                                                             七十码个妹呀，七十码能够在那么短的时间到我这里么，这种劣质的谎言说出来谁能够相信，你以为自己是舒马赫么！                                                                                                             我不反驳，只是侧过了身，让李澈进门。                                                                                                             李澈走进了屋来。                                                                                                             “阿骐，我送你回去。”李澈开口，伸手去拉靳骐。                                                                                                             李澈拉了拉靳骐的胳膊，靳骐不为所动，好像一点都没有觉察到李澈的动作，那两个人站在一起的感觉，该si的让人觉得这两兄弟好像有点什么一样，怎么瞧都像是小受和小攻在闹别扭。                                                                                                             “阿骐，你还想怎么样？”                                                                                                             李澈见靳骐这个样子，他也恼怒了，他冷着声看着靳骐，然后用力地把他往着我的方向用力一推。                                                                                                             “这个nv人因为你的不告而别，你知道她怎么样，以为自己是电视小说的悲惨nv主，ga0什么淋雨，蹲在麦当劳哪里痛哭，整整六七年，她都等着你的回来，不敢和别的男人交往。你还想要她怎么样，就因为你回来，然后当做什么事情都没有，重新和你在一起？”                                                                                                             我从来都没有见到过那样的李澈，横眉冷目对自家兄弟，言辞又很犀利哥，真爷们！                                                                                                             可是这爷们为毛要把我的囧事记得那么清楚，都已经那么多年过去了，还要往事重提，这种情况下，又面对当事人，这种感觉真的是……                                                                                                             我扯了扯李澈的衣袖。                                                                                                             “我哪里不敢和别的男人交往了？”                                                                                                             我抗议，明明这几年之中姐情感虽然没有特别丰功伟业，但是也没有怎么空窗吧，姐还是有交往过人的，不要用自己的主观意识来形容我这几年，顺带地把所有的过往都抹杀了，那群男人虽然是酱油男，但是至少还是存在过的。                                                                                                             “闭嘴！”                                                                                                             李澈瞪了我一眼，十足的恼羞成怒样。                                                                                                             靳骐动了动，转身看着李澈。                                                                                                             “你就那么希望我远离她，是么？”靳骐问，声音也森冷了下来，“表哥！”                                                                                                             他重重地咬着“表哥”两个字。                                                                                                             姐突然觉得鸭梨很大，因为姐让两兄弟反目了。                                                                                                             李澈用沉默以对，这种无声的沉默让姐觉得鸭梨更加大了，这三方对峙神马的，又不是拍三国演义来个三分天下。                                                                                                             “那个，我先去睡了。你们两个随意，走的时候给我带上门！”                                                                                                             我抓了抓头发，打算不争气地率先逃逸，直接闪身进了自己的房间，利索地上锁。如此剑拔弩张的情节，实在不适合吾等小白出场，一个不利索就会瞬间被秒。                                                                                                             我不知道这两个人是什么时候离开的，等到我听不到外面有半点声响了之后，我才把房门给开了一条缝。                                                                                                             客厅里头静悄悄的，不知道谁b较细心，连灯也顺带地关上了，一室的黑暗，突然之间有点寂寞来袭的味道。                                                                                                             我回房趴在床上，以前的时候我一度认为这个动作能够让我的发育过甚的x给压下去一点，有一段时间我天天用这个姿势，直到有一天有人提出这样压下去会不会压成荷包蛋的形状的时候，我才停止了这种无意义的动作。                                                                                                             这么趴着的时候总有一种x闷气虚的感觉，果然是一个寂寞的夜晚。                                                                                                             大约半小时之后，李澈打了电话过来。                                                                                                             “睡了？”李澈低声问着。                                                                                                             “睡了。”                                                                                                             我回答，心里面却忍不住吐槽，明知道都已经这么晚了还要打电话过来，这不是扰人清梦么。                                                                                                             “那就好好睡吧，我挂电话了……”                                                                                                             “别……”我阻止李澈。                                                                                                             “有问题要问？”李澈像是我肚子里面的蛔虫一样，对我的一举一动似乎都了如指掌一样。                                                                                                             我还真的是有问题要问的，可是在听到他这么说的时候反倒觉得没有什么可说了的。                                                                                                             “睡不着，陪我聊一会吧。”                                                                                                             我说，在这么寂静的夜晚，城市的夜晚除了车鸣都没有剩下什么，就连夏天也听不到蝉鸣，都市化的让人觉得寂寞。                                                                                                             “我还真不知道我的声音还有催眠的功效。”                                                                                                             李澈的声音总是那么略带不屑味道，如果在他现在在我面前的话，我想我一定会瞧见配合这声音的表情一定是鄙视至极的，这也是电话的好处，看不到那张脸也少一分烦躁。                                                                                                             虽然李澈是这么说的，但是他还是没有把电话给挂断，就像以前很多个夜晚一样，我不说话，他也不说话，就这样等着时间慢慢而过。                                                                                                             “你今天g嘛那么说，好像把我说的有多痴情一样，明明就不是这样的。”我指责李澈，他还对我吼“闭嘴”，我说的也是实情。                                                                                                             “怎么的，难道还要我编你这几年多姿多彩的生活，裙下之臣无数，风光无限？”李澈说，“如果你觉得这么说有意义的话，那等改天我就对阿骐这么说好了。”                                                                                                             为毛这个男人总是喜欢曲解自己的话，然后借机踩我两脚抬高自己也好，这到底对他有神马好处啊有神马好处？                                                                                                             我远目，很想对这个男人说一长串家乡骂人的土话，保证他绝对会听不懂。                                                                                                             这种模式每次都不少见，我也觉得自己挺贱的，明知道这个男人的嘴巴不饶人，但是每次还总会打电话给他，找骂。                                                                                                             对于这一点，姐有觉悟，贱骨头作祟不解释。                                                                                                             “你心愿了解了没有？”李澈问我。                                                                                                             “什么心愿？”我问，扯了扯身上的被子伸手关了灯。                                                                                                             “阿骐都在你那呆了不少的时间了，估计你要问的也问了吧，b如说当年为什么要一声不吭地抛弃你一类的。”李澈对我的装蒜嗤之以鼻。                                                                                                             有时候，我都要怀疑李澈哥是不是在我家装了监听器材了，怎么就能够那么了解呢。                                                                                                             “你早就知道靳骐会来找我的吧，老实交代，我的地址是不是你提供过的？”我问，这一点我早就觉得有点怀疑了，你想一个刚从国外回来不久的人怎么可能知道一切，绝对是有人通风报信。                                                                                                             “你以为就我知道你住处呢？你是草履虫来着吧？”                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             这一次我已经从脑容量少的可怜转变成了单细胞生物呢？品阶又再度下降了不少啊。                                                                                                             的确，知道我住处的人不少，像是依依，像是文雅，像是林淼淼……                                                                                                             但是这些nvx一般x都是和我一个鼻子通气的，一般x有啥危险x的事情也基本上都给我先排除了，而知道我住处的男x，除了李澈，还有就是给我找了这个住处的杨逸学长了。                                                                                                             男人有时候也是不靠谱生物啊！                                                                                                             “如果你和阿骐的事情解决掉了的话，你是不是该想想其他的事情了？”李澈见我许久不搭话，开口问道。                                                                                                             “什么？”                                                                                                             “r偿。”                                                                                                             我再度果断地掐断电话，扯过被子给自己盖上，睡觉睡觉，只有睡觉最安全。